Something about a vacation just sinks your motivation.
I wish I knew what I wanted to do with this space. I know it was so I could learn more css and js, but I'm not even really interested at the moment. Even the crafts I was excited about a week ago just sound meh at the moment. I even have been doing less and less duolingo.
I have to get 3 teeth extracted in a week, and I'm dealing with the shame and guilt of what lead me here. I'm scared of nerve damage and dreading the recovery period. It's hard to feel optimistic about anything other than not having the tooth pain anymore. But even then, after this is over, there are more problems to address, and likely none of them cheap.
And maybe I'm just having bad days and reeling from the oral surgery consult? It's probably not the vacation that messed up my motivation, considering the day before my consult was super productive.
ugh.